Wednesday May 6th~

Sometimes good things fall apart

 so better things can fall together...

 Yesterday before going to the doctor I drove by Legacy.

  I was so happy.  I saw that she was eating.  Yes, Cindy

 from our building gives her food every morning, but it 

just made me happy to see her.  I took a few pictures of

 her and left.  On my way back from the doctor I once 

again stopped by Legacy.  Of course I knew she won't 

be there, but I cleaned up the area and left fresh water.

I saw my endocrinologist, but as of right now I do 

not know where I stand in regards to my Thyroid Cancer

 situation.  My doctor said, "your body is not responding

 to the treatment."  She has requested to see me again in 3

 months rather than 6.  Once again I will be going through

 labs and another neck ultrasound among other things. 

Depending on the results, I may or may not need

 to do a biopsy.  Time will tell.  I was feeling a little down 

yesterday because Cancer has taken the lives of so many

 in our family.  Also it has really wrecked havoc in the lives

 of many friends.  So yeah, for a change I was angry.

I came home and went to lunch with Gail.  She

 chose the place and once again she drove. We 

had more time to chat yesterday and it was very

 good.  We both got a lot off our shoulders.

I ended the day mentally exhausted, but in many 

ways it was a good day.  Friendship does not go away,

 and sometimes just hearing a friends voice makes 

everything seem better.  Yesterday after a very long

 "break" I spoke to my best friend again.  Things happen, 

but true friendship will always find its way back.

Another busy morning here.  Soon heading out 

again to another doctors appointment.  Hopefully 

this one will give me better news/outlook.

The most memorable people in life will be the people

 who loved you when you weren't very lovable...

~Nadiya~