The hardest battle is between what you know in
your head and what you feel in your heart...
One of my favorite things to do throughout
the day was to go on Facebook and check out
the new posts on our eagles. It gave me pleasure
seeing them together and how much they, M15
and mama F23 love their baby E26.
Since F23 died I find it too painful to go there.
I did check and all it does is break my heart again and
again. I know I will check sooner rather than later because
M15 is still there. Alone again taking care of his baby.
M15 mourned the loss of Harriet in 2023.
Last year he and F23 also mourned the loss of their
two babies E24 and E25, and now again he mourns.
Losing F23 is hard. She was fierce in everything
she did. I so loved her 🦅💔My heart needs time.
Arvid and I did a little shopping yesterday and
then decided to have pizza for lunch. Where else but
DHOP, downtown house of pizza. Definitely we have to
take brother there if only for a taste, if he gets here 🙏
Sniff is being difficult again. He’s not eating the
food he so loved. Of course I stocked up on it from Chewy.
Hopefully Legacy will like it. She’s also been getting a
bit picky. She won’t eat her Fancy Feast, but when I
gave her cooked chicken breast she gobbled it up.
Arvid went to a social gathering last night. I was
not in the mood to go and socialize so I stayed home
with Sniff. Today Arvid also has a real estate trade
meeting most of the day. I am going to meet with my
mom and dad and take them out to lunch. That will
cheer me up. Being with them is always good.
I still can’t believe that F23 is dead, and it seems
under some very questionable circumstances. I forgot
to mention, yesterday was 26 years since Arvid and
I met. We’ve been married for 25 of those years,
and I look forward to a lifetime together.
At the end of the day, we can endure
much more than we think we can...
~Nadiya~
