We weren't prepared for you to go, you were too
full of life to be, taken away from us so soon...
Today is ten years now since our little Shadow died.
Shadow only had four months with us before dying a
painful and horrible death while in the care of someone
we trusted. Our hearts will forever grieve for this fierce
little one that never stood a chance. I don't spend
my days thinking about it, but when I do I am
so angry and my thoughts are not the best.
Humor works for me all the time. When I'm
down I always try to look at the funny side of
things. It helps. At least for me it does.
My heart is still heavy with sadness. Time
is a good healer and I know with time everything
feels lighter. I know because I have lived it a
few times already. So much death lately.
Both Shadow and F23 were gone too soon
from this world. Life continues whether you like
it or not. We continue to do what we have to do,
hoping that one day soon the tears will stop.
The heart was made to be broken.
Good humor is the health of the
soul, sadness is its poison...
~Nadiya~
