Jun 21, 2014

And It All Came Back...

The laughter, the memories, the pain the happiness.
Memories warm you up from the inside. 
But they also tear you apart...

Maybe it's something to do with the gloomy weather.  Rain, dark skies and more rain.
Whatever it is is has gotten me feeling a little on the "sad" side and thinking of things
ad of people from times gone by.  Times I have kept bottled up inside a secret 
place in my heart; afraid to let loose the emotions I feel because of the hurt 
that comes with it.  Sometimes I guess it's not so bad to "open" up.
And so began another trip down memory lane.  Does
happen too often, but when it happens well....


Memories are what we all want to make until one day that memory causes
more sadness than joy, but even so it's a memory that I would always 
choose to have and hope to never lose any of it.

Memories I have many. Like everyone good and not so good.
Yesterday I opened Facebook and I was practically stunned when 
I saw a certain face staring right back at me.  For me time ceased to exist at 
that moment.  Right then I was transported to a time and a place far from here and
I remembered every single detail of the day.  I am cursed with a too good of a memory.


I don't dwell on the past, but sometimes just a little something can really take you
back to a certain time, a certain place and a certain someone.  That my friends
is what happened to me yesterday.  Today I'm good. 

Like they say we may forget the person (I haven't),

but the memories stay there forever and ever.

There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock
 and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that if I did, 
the joy would be gone as well..

~Nadiya~