Feb 2, 2019

Saturday ~

Everyone is taught that angels have wings, but the
 lucky ones of us find they have 4 paws.  Sometimes a 
very special cat enters our lives…their presence 
changes our hearts forever.  And we can call 
ourselves blessed for having known them...

A normal day.  Nothing different, but in my heart 
something is stirring all over again.  For a brief moment again
 I felt the same grief I did when we first lost our Brutus.  

Once again my heart is being ripped apart.  I know it 
will pass.  The grief will settle in again, but for a little while 
there I really wanted my baby back with us.  I always want
 him back, but some days it's worse than others.

After the grief washes away, I am grateful to have
 Sniff in our lives.  I love the little dude.  He is special and 
I know that we are very fortunate to have him in our lives. 
 My little Sniff Sniff is just a heartbeat at my feet.

It's a beautiful day here.  The fact that one has moments
 of grief is just our hearts way of telling us we have loved and
 we have experienced loss.  Does not make you weak, it's just
 a part of life, and for those who have never experienced grief, 
it is pretty hard to explain or for you to understand.

Saturday. Arvid has his time to do some trades
 and I have time doing my stuff.  Both of us happy.

Today I have most of the day to do whatever I like.
While Arvid does his trading, I will make use of my time and
 do a few things I enjoy as well.  A little tour of The Pier at
St. petersburg, a little shopping and dining at one of my favorite
 restaurants.  Every so often it is good to have some alone time.

The universe does not give you what you ask for with your
 thoughts; it gives you what you demand with your actions...