Grief doesn't fade. It travels with
you-in silence, but never far behind...
Today is 10 years since our Brutus died. I don't
have that agonizing pain anymore. Well almost never.
Occasionally something will bring back that memory and
for those moments, it hurts all over again. We loved our
Brutus more than anyone would ever realize. I sure
miss him, but my heart is happy with our Sniff.
My grief usually escalates on the days before
Brutus died. I remember every little detail and it
rips my heart to pieces all over again. My Brutus
took a part of me I will never get back 🐾
Just writing about Brutus makes me miss him
so so much. Right now my heart is breaking all
over again for our Brutus. He died too soon.
My grief today is bearable, but missing
Brutus is something we will never stop
doing. He changed us for the better.
The hardest battle is between
what you know in your head and
what you feel in your heart ...
~Nadiya~
