When the whole world is running towards
the cliff, he who is running in the opposite
direction appears to have lost his mind...
The above describes the way I feel right now.
I take things way too much at heart and just
about every time it ends up hurting me.
I have told myself to step back. These are
wild cats after all, and maybe in the long run instead
of doing them good all I have done is harm. Arvid keeps
telling me that quite often. Maybe he's right.
I won't lie. I am deflated and mentally tired.
I have Sniff who needs me and who is always
waiting to cheer me up. I really look forward now
to the day we go back home to Florida. Then I can't
mess with nature anymore as everyone says I do.
It's always important to reflect on all of the blessings you have.
When we focus on our gratitude, the tide of
disappointment goes out and the tide of love rushes in...
~Nadiya~
