There are moments when I wish I could roll back
the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the
feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well...
Yesterday was a difficult, sad day for me. Imagine
how it is for Rima and her family. Last week the decision
was made to put Dexy to sleep. He was in lots of pain
and his quality of life was not good. I loved that
little stinker and my heart is also hurting.
It brought back memories of the day
our Brutus died and the way our Shadow
died. My heart is heavy and though I know it
will be “better” again, right now it’s not.
Last night before falling asleep Rima sent me
this picture. Their routine is to always take the
collars off the doggies for the night and put them in
their spots. Dexy's will never be used ever againπ
This simple picture interrupted my sleep for hours.
We have our Sniff and he is a blessing in our lives,
and for that I am always grateful. He is my happiness.
What was supposed to be a relaxing and fun outing
yesterday, didn’t turn out exactly that way for me. The
day was beautiful. The food was good. The drinks
even better, but my heart was sad. It’s still is.
Not doing much today, on the other hand by early
evening we will be bored and for all you know we
may just take a little trip downtown. A good day to all.
Losing such a big part of your family is never easy π’
~ I loved you for your whole life and
I will miss you for the rest of mine~
~Nadiya~