May 12, 2018

Saturday ~

The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts...

Any day that includes a good cup of coffee is a good day.
Allergies have been a little better so very happy about that as well.


May your Saturday be one filled with positive vibes, 
lots of laughter and always a reason to be grateful for.  

Sniff Sniff.  Full of love and affection.  That face, impossible
 to not love.  Yes we love our Sniff Sniff very much. 

 Everyday I remind myself that we can't reach for anything new
 if our hands are still full of yesterdays "junk"/"sorrows"  

My Brutus is always in my thoughts and in my heart.  I know I 
love Sniff, but sometimes I do feel guilty because I know 
that both Arvid and I are probably holding back.  


I keep reminding Arvid and yes me that Sniff deserves all the love
 we can give to him.  He's not Brutus.  He's our Sniff Sniff, and he is a
good, good kitty.  I hope one day I will be able to call him "my baby"
  So far I just can't bring myself to do it.  You see Brutus was/is my baby.

It's been 2 and a half years now since our Brutus died, and 2 years 
Shadow died.  Time makes that agonizing, gut wrenching pain more 
bearable, but time has not erased a single memory of what I am missing.
Sniff has made life so much better today, and for that I am grateful.

I miss you.  I don't know what else there is to say...

~Nadiya~