Mar 9, 2014


If the problem can be solved why worry?
 If the problem cannot be solved worrying will do you no good...

For some reason I'm not feeling so great today.  Maybe because I hurt a little more
than usual, not sure. The last two days were busy and we did quite a little running 
around.  Some work and some just good times spent with friends.  While we were busy,
everything was just fine, but by the end of the day I was sure tired.  Guess I still need some rest.
You feel fine, and then, when your body can't keep fighting, you don't.

Could also be that I am a little stressed because of Brutus.  Since he started his treatment,
he has been extremely quiet.  Hardly eats anymore.  Does not drink water either.  I have to give
 him water with a syringe.  Just seeing him so lifeless makes me worried and stresses me.

The doctor told us that this oxygen therapy would increase his appetite.  Has not happened.
You must understand also that I worry more than usual.  Brutus is after all our baby and if
he is not doing good, trust I'm not happy and I sure don't want to do much either.

Being Sunday Arvid and I usually take the day for ourselves.  Today we will be enjoying 
it in the company of good friends.  Looking forward to that and hopefully will de-stress
a little.  Quite a few places to pick from so that's always good. Today for the first time 
since my surgery I drove a little on my own.  It felt good.

Looking forward to Skype with our grand-daughter in a little.  Just seeing that smile
on her face is going to sure help a lot to change my mood.  Aleah is precious and
can't wait to chat with her.  All day long she is smiling and smiling.  I need some of that.
Enjoy the day everyone.  It is a beautiful day here.

Your mind will answer most questions 
if you learn to relax and wait for the answer...