Nov 16, 2015

One day At A Time.. November 16th

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
 I could walk forever in my garden...

I wake up every day thinking today I will be strong.  I will be positive and I will do my
 best to only think of the good times we had together.  The 3 of us. That I still do, 
but then I don't know what happens the memories are just so many and all
 I can do is want you back here with us.  I am missing you too much,
 and I just don't know what to do.  I don't know what to do.

Your little brother Shadow is following in your footsteps.  He is gradually doing
 the things you did.  Right now he is asleep with your dada.  Curled up
 next to him just the way you did.  He's a good kitty just not you.

Everyday we do all the things we need to do.  I try to stay occupied all the time.
I still find the mornings terribly quiet without you.  Shadow keeps us entertained
 with his mischief, but when I sit down and look around I don't see
you and it is you I am missing every second of every day.

Life goes on they say.  Probably not the way you wanted it to be, but always the
way it is supposed to be.  They also say that.  The also say that sometimes you
 just have to pick your self up and carry on.  I am trying very hard to not be
 sad every day.  Trying very hard.  So far I am not succeeding,
but I know I will.  Shadow needs his mama also.

Long time ago I also learnt that life goes on with or without someone.
Was not an easy lesson then, but I survived.  Guess I will have to do the same again.

Good morning everyone.  Wishing you all happy times.
My heart is sad, but I'm sure one day it will be better.  Has to be.

The soul always knows what to do to heal itself.
The challenge is to silence the mind...