Knowing your own darkness is the best method
for dealing with the darknesses of other people....
for dealing with the darknesses of other people....
I really don't feel OK. I am so very angry.
Angry because no one really cares. I have tried so
many venues to make my voice heard, but at the
end of the day it is the same. Nothing happens.
No one gives a damm if anything happens to any
of these kitties. Not only here within our complex,
but in the entire island. Their lives mean nothing.
I have even called the cops to report that someone is
poisoning "my" kitties. He came. He was polite, very
nice, but can't do anything unless I saw who did it.
In the mean time, I wake up every morning with
the fear that I may see another of "my" kitties dead
from poisoning. I will keep trying to see if anyone
listens. Not going to give up on this, on them.
In the meantime, we are having hot beautiful days.
We continue to do our walks. I have not met 2 other
kitties I feed. I call on Blackie, she's black of course,
and the white one is called Chiquita. Now they know me
and I have given them a bowl for food and one for water.
Which I refill every time we pass by their spot.
Sniff is calming and relaxing. Brushing him takes
away some of my stress, and makes me happy.
The weekend begins on a somber note for me. I'm
still affected by the deaths of Spotify and Taino. I know
life goes on, but it does not make it any less painful.
The depth of darkness to which you can descend
and still live is an exact measure of the height
to which you can aspire to reach...
~Nadiya~
