Sep 1, 2015

What A Day....

Being tired and not being able to fall asleep is just ridiculous...

Busy day yesterday, mostly me stressing about Brutus.  Everything else that had to be done
 was easy compared to the constant worrying about Brutus.  Saturday night Arvid "spoke"
 to Brutus.  After that Brutus just withdrew from everything.  He stopped eating. 
 He stopped drinking water and he refused to come out of his hiding spots.

I immediately noticed this, but it did not click to me that Brutus was suddenly depressed. 
 After "talking" to his dada, he went to the front door, sat there and cried and cried. 
 He stayed there until it was time for bed.  I had to pick him up and take him
 to the bedroom.   After that he refused to leave the bedroom.

I'm starting to seriously believe that Brutus is missing Arvid very much.  I am
very concerned about his eating and drinking.  Spoke to the vet today and will be picking
up (yes more pills) some appetite stimulant pills later today.  Hopefully that will
improve his eating and drinking.  Not so easy everyday.  One day at a time.

Last night Liliana and I went to the movies.  We saw Mission Impossible. Not
crazy about Tom Cruise, but the movie was action packed.  I asked Liliana at the end,
"so what did you think of the movie?"  Her response : "Nadiya I'm so stressed."  I asked
 her why and she said, "the movie had too much action."  Go figure her out.
 I would have thought that the drinks would have de-stressed her.

Just coming back from a check-up.  Yeah, it starts again.  Wishing you all a good day.
  Right now I am exhausted and still have to give Brutus another pill later today
 and force feed him some more.  Not looking forward to it at all.
 But yo do what yo have to do for the ones you love.

Ready for my check-up

When a new day begins, dare to smile gratefully.
I take one day at a time, but sometimes several days attack me at once...