Feb 6, 2020

Quiet Day ~

Nobody can predict the future; the idea
 is to have a firm grasp of the present...

Yesterday mom and I had our last coffee together 
for this visit. I am so missing them.  More my mom because 
everyday we did  something.  I feel as if a part of my heart
 is gone.  I'll be OK, but right now I am so  very sad.

We also had many cozy times at our place.  
While Arvid and my dad enjoyed beers, mom and 

I enjoyed something a little more feminine.

I have had such a great time with them.  Yes, I have
 been running back and forth everyday, but I won't change 
it for a thing.  Arvid puts it nicely, he says "we have a 
week to rest before we have to be on the run again."

Looking forward to staying busy today because this 
way I keep my mind busy with little things to do, but I
 know every time I stop and pause I will be thinking
 of them.  It's always this way after they leave.  Life.

I wish you all a happy day.  Enjoy your time with
 your loved ones.  My parents like all of us are getting older, 
and I want to spend as much time as possible with them.

It's going to be very quiet without you today.
I love you both so very much.

The reason I talk to myself is because 
I’m the only one whose answers I accept...

Eight weeks went by too fast, but the memories we 
made will last forever.  I am so missing you both already.